Hip hop poetry poem

I can't stop thinking about it
All night all day
It never goes away
It keeps me awake at night
And gives me fright
Of what will happen at dawn, I feel like a pawn
In an elaborate scheme.
I am buried under the weight
I feel like this is my fate
To be eternally on the edge
And never get to rest
Or be the best
Why do they make it so hard
I feel like I'm never off my guard,
Constantly working until late at night
I can never see the light
They have me feeling so down
And always make me seem like a clown
Will that one small mistake forever seal my fate
I think so but it's never too late
I can change things, make them right
And not fly away like a kite.